Gravity pulled you down. Your the apple in my lap. The sin i am more than wiling to partake. Consequence follows the thrill. Ive never been cautious in my quest. Explore to the edge of the universe. Lets make this intergalactic. Earthly beings transforming into gods. Zeus i would sit aside. You would be my bride. Stolen from another king. A measure of strength. The only thing love is attracted to. The sin i am more than willing to partake. The consequence after the thrill. The heart chose and the mind lost. Lets make this intergalactic.
Category: Black & White
Slow in your progress
Stop think digress
Too much thought
Too much mind
Just let go and be
Just let go
Be
I wandered into your daydream
Fell into the slip stream
Right intentioned pulled you close
A laugh a smile we turned to bliss
Hurt your heart bruised your soul
Opposites that attracted
No longer being cos we subtracted
My iced emotional presence
The wall I built today I’m in Berlin
Bring back the heat take me to Bern
Pay it forward just say the word
Put in work tomorrow you I will reearn
Almost impossible to find she’s the symbol that is pure love. A petaled rebirth of a former thorn that used to be now the opposite. Signifying uniqueness and a radiance unparalleled by no other. Yet some see her as dark and bleak but I differ thats why I speak. With the hope that my words will be the ones that make her bloom. Reach out for the skyline and scream out as though she touched the moon. But words is all they are by definition because her design surpasses anything I could ever say, encouragement I could ever bring. She’s strong even when the howling wind makes her sway. She’s weathered the storm and come out the other side. I find beauty in her simplicity, inspiration in her everlasting, she makes me draw appeal. Very few understand her make up, the potted difference that surrounds her. A world that requires more just like her. She makes me want to peel off her layers and delve deeper into her core. But for now i’d like to just sit here in awe and stare at her. For I know there’s more days of bloom to come and petal by petal, my days they remain scented.
As I dwell to not dwell I find myself proscrastinating on what could have been rather than what will be. The journey of a thousand thoughts. The imaginations of imaginings I’m back to square one never really moved an inch but I’ve been as far as my mind can take me.
I thought about you today
A lil more than I would
And I wondered if I should
Pictured all the things I could
But I guess it’s just the distance inbetween
It’ll make you stop and pause for a moment
With eyes the window to the soul. I’ve got yours and you’ve got mine. I see you and you see me. I possess your heart and you own mine. My equivalent and my soulmate. Mellifluously interwined, I made you feel different. Patience is just a matter of time.
You taste his lips he taste yours
A familiar flavour to your palate
The adrenaline to you he’s a rush
Like the poison in a serpent’s viens
Intoxication you afraid of but the high u need
You beg him stop but inside u scream don’t
This road leads to only one destination
The hotel heartbreak the deluxe suite
Dripping champagne bottles like the pleasure off your axis
A potent cocktail of selfish greed and human need
A fight you lost the second you stepped in the ring
Guilt was never a part of this menu
Fighting your existence on a daily
It’s too current too vivid too early
Breaking free is like a leap of faith
Straight into the unknown
You can’t speak your heart screams
You need him he needs you
The guilty conscious the strangle hold
Tugging between right and whose right
The borderline to your pursuit
Will you find he who that suits
Or maybe you already have
Admittance is like a pass
Are you in the bleechers
Or are you in the box
You choose!
You look at pounds the years have added to your figure
The third love handle in a week you need a suitor
Reminisce on days gone by the sizes before you sigh
A glance in the mirror am I the same you ask
The mirror lets u see what you want when to take it to task
Bright and shiny inside you are
A spectacle of the greatest sorts
The voltari need not see or you’ll be done for
Instead your the mirror and it’s looking at you
Wishing it shed the pounds and speckled like you do
Now whose self conscious I wonder
A masterpiece of time and piece
A wet pleasure on a white sheet
Parting lips reveal more than just one fantasy
Conjure more than one fear and devour a legacy
A deep caress of the most tender nature to pause time
Unlocking and revealing hightened notes of fluttery
In flight turbulence a guaranteed plus
Arrivals at destinations without borders or check in points
The ride of your life your chasing the very first high
Hello curiosity
Communication my form of touch
I struck a cord in your ear drum
Added an extra high note to your heartbeat
Divided the distance in between us
Multiplied the words in our conversation
Remote controlled your goose bumps
Rewound your mind and played it back to you
I wanna take the future make it the present
Take the past and leave as it is
Turn curiosity into something more
Steal the smile off your lips and turn it into my sunshine
Then borrow a second from your day and replace it with my forever
Summer on the prescimice of winter
Potting plants in the middle of June
Singing lullabys hoping I see you soon
Falling leaves autums rustic splinters
The back and forth sways of airy spring
All the things that remind me of our hearty fling
A procrastinated affair of tugs and wars
My hearts lust for love and something from above
An apple it can never taste and sin it can never confess
I’m at my wits end and their at theirs
The age of denial and the season of heartache
The infatuated heartbreak
My life
Feels like a book with 31 pages
3 chapters 4 paragraphs minus a fullstop
Lines and words fill the cracks within the creases
What separates everything else is
The breaths I take the smiles i make
The tears that wet the page as it turns
A tale of the past present and an ambition filled
TO BE OR NOT TO BE!
Like a play unfit for the queen
But perfect for the private screen
A pauper a jester on a string
I am my own masters twisted fling
A slave to my dna my genetic mismakeup
The minus fullstop
A year apart nothings changed still
The past come full circle now its the present
12 months of sorrow cant even crack a smile
Try to mend the pieces fix them glue together
Piece by piece but still nothing feels right
I’m still broken i cant find the right glue
Or i just cant find the missing piece
The one that can make me whole again
I’m stuck in transit and cant catch my connection
The departure lounge that is my sorrow
Tried to retrace my step roll back to this exact moment
All i see is just tall grass and a foreign land
An alien in my own world your world
This is what it feels like when life happens
I’m still broken……………still
Dedicated to my mum…R.I.P
The lust in her loins
Like a slot machine for coins
Should i pull the lever and feed her need
A mechanical rush coupled with incredible speed
Watch as the bars pop up one two three then four
Racey nerves sweaty palms quivering legs set on the floor
A roulette of spinning deceit and a bet set on the number 13
I’m her black jack the dealer with the number 21 and I’m set in
Green tabled guilty pleasures all these white chips only amount to half her sins
Spaceships and lasers
Aliens with antennas
Probes and cathode tubes
Robots with lucid moves
Intergalactic relations
Planetary interventions
Electronic heart winders
Emotional stop minders
Plutorian love stories
Mercurian pimpgigolos
Earthly heartbreakers
Sex in silver canisters
Cloned cybertrackers
Action time warpers
Folded space time
Quick in a flash
Without a trace
My past is gone
My Van Gogh sculptured piece. Stands tall and meek in the gallery i see.
Her life’s experience my canvas, my inspiration my artistry. Sweet and nurtured, matured like a fine wine. From the richest purest vines she was pressed. She’s from life’s private cellar the kind with no label attached.
She’s young sweet and mysteriously whimsical. Her journey’s filled with the years that amount to womanhood. Fully evolved in mind soul and spirit her wisdom’s the compass to which her path is guided.
A modern woman filled with ambition, breaming with strength and intrigue. The new age appeal that twenty first century zeal. She’s bound by her insatiable sensuous appeal, and she’s the key to every man’s dream.
Infectious right down to the marrow
Took a lick and a bite loved that taste
Felt it melt digested then it took effect
Fiend for that high that rush that ever last
Felt like a skyscraper light as paper
IQ of a trillion a genius amongst a billion
Super strength I’m Hercules! Hercules!
Surfing that high wave of life
Supposedly human plus kind
With that monkey on my back
It only equates to one thing
Ready for the auction to the highest
He bids she bids the ebay of our souls
SOLD! To the red horned monster
Voet stoet as is sign here sir
Ladies and poisoned souls
This is your captain speaking
Fasten your flaming seat belts
Next destination
The castle of fire
A caramel skinned angel
Dimpled on one cheek
Short and sweet when you speak
You make my heart skip a beat
Hair long and thick like Cleopatra
With a smile made up of the stars
A goddess like you fell out the sky
I lay in bed every night and wonder
What it was like when you used to
Hop from star to star in the heavens
What secrets lie beyond and up yonder
As you carry your heart along
Like a Pandora’s box filled to the brim
Emotions thoughts and more emotions
Your laughter your smiles your fears
Pray that one day i might be
The key to unlock the secrets of years
In the hope that one day you see
You are you and i am me
With destiny written in the stars
There’s no place here for heat like ours
Sadly the only thing missing is our wings
So we can truly be fly
We met on a pebbled beach as the sun set and its golden rays made the water sparkle in the horizon. She said she came here often because she loved how the water and sand felt in between her toes. It reminded her of when she was young and innocent. When the world was pure and untouched, a virgin at least in her eyes. The sun’s fading reflection created what seemed like a sublime silhouette of her figure. A beautiful frame she had. Her thick long black locks flew freely in the blowing wind. Her eyes were a deep earthy color like they bounced off a reflection from her brown chocolaty skin tone. The kind you’d look into and she’d remind you of the motherland. Her lips they were thick and full well rounded. They were a two shaded tone with a slight hint of pink i guess you could call them perfect for they were more than just mere lips they were a kiss.
I asked if i could watch the sunset with her. Reluctantly at first, she said last time she let her guard down and did that her heart set with the sun and never rose again. She had me tongue tied, for a moment, as my mind tried to absorb the reality of her speech. Her words weren’t slurred she didn’t stutter she was precise and to the point.As if the words hung at the edge of her mouth slipping off the tip of her tongue. As if the thought was preempted or the emotion of what she said was still fresh in her beating heart or at least what was left of it. How could i comfort such a being who clearly was troubled by something far more than my mind or heart could comprehend.
I convinced her my intentions were good and sincere. I was nothing more than a dreamer once upon a time a lover with nothing more in mind than to feed my curious appetite for someone as intriguingly troubled as herself. She thought i came off as sweet and kind but aren’t we all she said? Her life seemed to be scattered into a million pieces like the tiny grains of sand we stepped on. We walked for a bit to the background sound of the ocean and the noise making seal gulls as they flew off the pier and into the distance. After that all i remember was her saying she could not stay and she had to go. He’s coming he’s coming she said and next thing she disappeared off into the sunset.
Days passed, along with the sleepless nights and my mind kept taking me back to the time when we first met. On that pebbled beach where she walked and the sandy water ran in between her toes. The girl with a sad face but without a name. She was the girl with a broken wing.Day dreaming of rendezvous and yellow moons i prayed that it would be soon. That i could piece together letters of the alphabet like a preschooler and come up with something beautiful and unique to call and define her existence. But sadly i felt it would have to be something perfectly flawed because she’d be damaged goods and she’d need fixing. Was i a mender or fixer of broken hearts. Was i still a dreamer or was my dream slowly turning into reality.
Written by Reality’sDream
You only really fall in love once
One time one heart one chance
On the highway that is my life
I load and off load all the strife
The ex lovers like hitch hikers
Across the world spread like backpackers
On my way to where i should destinate
The several stops i make do i procrastinate
Detours i make from left to right
For a day for a while then again in flight
Some stops make for good conversation
Some make for more than just sanitation
Some make you wanna stay for a season
I ask myself do i really have a good reason
Hot warm and fuzzy that warm fuzzy feeling
Physmotionally passionate is this wat i’m needing
Feels and seems right but not quite right
The blueprint the prototype nearly in sight
Wait back to the drawing board
Saw a sign back there that read
To be continued………………
You give my eyes something pleasant to look at amongst all these
unpleasantries that pollute the world day in day out, my mind even.
Your a vision to which lights up my heart and puts a smile on my face.
You’re a woman with the appeal that no man can resist and no creature
can compare. You are the true embodiment of the female form. You are
you and thats what makes you, if that makes any sense. A woman, a true
woman created by the right hand of god and filled with his spirit so
it is and because it is due to you, appreciation is the least i can
do. Wish i could bottle your beauty and like a scent spread it
wherever i go because you’d be the scent of a woman. The kind that
would bring joy if only for a second it would bring joy. But i’m
selfish instead i’d keep it all to myself for it would hold the key to
life, to eternal life for without a woman there is no life that which
was crafted off from my rid and left me searching my whole entire life
for. But i guess with every search comes an ending and you would be an
end to many a searches.
DEDICATED TO A GIRL WITH A HEART THAT WANTS WHAT IT WANTS
You are my air
I breathe you for the very life of me
You make my heart pound you do
For the very life of me you do
Like a rush of blood to the head an adrenaline rush
Like a drug in my veins flows it does
An eternal high you give me
Over and over like a junkie
You hold my reins at your mercy I am
Faster and faster you make me go
Faster and faster I need to go
You’re my morning sunshine
Your rays of light so bright they are
Pierce through my window pane hit me on my cheek
Caress it like the morning kiss they are
A sweet awake into a constant never ending day dream
You are my blissful reality within all the chaos
My reality’s dream if ever there was such a thing
You are my air and I breathe you for the very life of me
My reality’s dream you are
My air you are
Written for a special someone at a time when my heart knew what it felt like……
